Have you ever felt overwhelmed or afraid of what God has called you to do? Maybe you pursued a dream or goal in the past and things didn’t turn out the way you planned. Now you’re uncertain of the future.
In the Bible, Joseph had planned to take Mary as his wife, but when he found out she was pregnant, he didn’t know what to think. He was afraid that he might be making a mistake because things didn’t turn out the way he planned. But God in His graciousness sent an angel in a dream to reassure Joseph that he was on the right path.
Today let me reassure you that God knows right where you are, and He knows how to get you where you need to be. Even when things don’t go the way you planned, His hand is on you. Do not be afraid. Trust that God is working behind the scenes on your behalf, that He will fulfill your dreams and lead you into the life of blessing that He has prepared for you.
Lol, I like how the bitch thinks she can hide her shit from me. Newsflash! I don’t even wanna know shit but already got a lot of people who will hit me up about it once they see or hear anything so theres really no point in hiding. A pity it is G. If people really believed in themselves and their ‘relationships’ with others, why hide it? No one should stand in your way when it comes to commitment and love. Especially if you two think what you got is something worth keeping. I mean, even though there is a part of me that is affected by it, I don’t think they should keep it a secret to do me or anyone else affected a favor. Even though my heart is damaged goods and has been trampled on countless times, it still holds a lot of sympathy and understanding and hope for love, even for backstabbing ‘friends/exlovers’ like them. Deep down, I really do love him. And though every fiber in my body cringes at the thought of him being completely moved on onto another girl, it also can’t help but be understanding of it. If this is what makes him happy, and if it is truly someone like her that makes him feel like I once did, then I can only sit back and swallow the truth. Talking to Tyler really helped me see the reality of forgiveness being a powerful tool in giving oneself peace over a painful event such as this. It is a tragedy that two people I was once close with can do such a hurtful thing not just for me, but also Tyler. It isn’t the fact that they want to be together that is backstabbing…it’s the fact that they consider both Tyler and I friends, that they both understand the pain it could cause, the trouble, separation, & drama for a lot of ppl…yet, they are willing to break all of whats good in friendships and trust. I have never had this happen to me G. Have a friend who without a thought in their itty bitty mind would go out with their friend’s ex. And an ex who would stoop so low as to go out with one of OUR friends…I’ve only heard of that happening to high schoolers and middle school kids…not adults in their 20’s…it just goes to show that even with age, wisdom and trust don’t always match up. But that just shows their character. Not mine. And with that said, must be the bigger person and give my blessing to the two. Personally, I pray for them. To grow up! Goodnight G :)
Alas, I receive the Judas Kiss from ‘friends’
I feel betrayed G. People who I thought were my close church friends turned out not to be. I know I have been falling away from you lately but I didn’t expect that the consequence for my lack of devotion would result in something like this. I feel really upset, hurt, and really disrespected for the lack of sympathy these people have regarding what they are doing. How they are displaying it and how they have no consideration for the feelings of others around them. G, how could I have known? Helping mentor this girl for her senior project, getting close with her, talking about her past boy problems, etc…and him. Giving him all I could with all I had. Loving him more than I loved any other man or myself. All I can say is wow. I am appalled and disgusted by it. Hurt is an understatement and anger is a word not justifiable enough to comprehend these emotions. How could they do that to Tyler even? Him being his close friend, her knowing how much he cared and loved her. It is horrific. But in times of pain and struggle you never fail to remind me that love will always conquer. And forgiveness will always bring peace. So I have nothing left to say about this matter. I just want to pray for both of them. That they realize what they have done, what they are doing and the real truth behind why they think they like one another. Good luck to both of them. No room left in my heart to fuss and fight for someone like him. And no room left on my two hands to consider her or him as a real friend. But thank you again G, for opening my eyes to the truth and seeing that what I felt is not for me anymore.
